Empty roller coaster at sunset
photo courtesy Ryan DeLaney

Waiting for hope

  • Post category:Trauma and Grief
  • Post last modified:March 10, 2024

It feels wonderful to find yourself waiting in quiet hope and encouraging others to do the same. It feels dreadful to seek the God you thought you knew while hope continues to hide. It feels like a betrayal on God’s part, or a failure on yours, or both.

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Newborn

  • Post category:Trauma and Grief
  • Post last modified:March 9, 2024

Now, at last, my mom is getting to experience what a newborn should experience. But it didn't have to look like this. It didn't have to end where it should have begun, with the middle of the story lost in the chaos of trying again and again to rewrite the start.

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